● NEW HEAD ●

dont gred
this is me is real me
i have perm hair jor
at bliss one
called 'wonder wave' quite like d lor
but still a bit 不惯 of course d when at first
hope i can accept it future

just 3pm perm till about 5pm
fast hor because me only perm upside
the important is
my head very pain at that time argh
'tarik' by the gilbert lo n 'gulung'2 de
so 'kelian'
until now me still quite pain n a bit headache argh
'cham' lo like this
'bo huat' who call wan pretty


this boy 'ah bert' is 'worm's friend lai
last time 'worm' bring me accompany he to there cut hair
is cut by he also
that time 2 guys talk so 'song' a
n i am sit outside shop wait for 'worm'
bert got see me lar
so 'ngam' this time i perm hair by he wor
maybe he got remember me gua
but we both dint ask each izzit know 'worm' 1
i think 'paiseh' gua

this guy quite nice person d
he got bring me d water drink too
heyhey 'worm' cant eat 'cuka' o
we nothing d


i think nanti wait 'worm' come find me
me need a small nap le
because a bit dizzy aa



hope my all new hair
dint 'perli'2 by people lar
'worm' say right dont care about those
important myself like
'worm' say he like also
and peisan n her sister feel good sighting too
quite 'siok-ing' d



welcome my new look in new year

● crazy SHIRT-IN ●

me and 'worm' have buy jor many new shirt
so siok shoping last day at prangin mall
spent jor about RM300+

me is already have 3 pairs new shirt
while 'worm' 2 pairs
so quick leh?
but pm really got a lot sui sui d shirt
but of course price also not cheap lar


like most this year's shirt
can say almost is 'worm' have idea choose together d
many style d also got
n n 'worm' this year walk JJ style d lor
inside 2 shirt is JJ album's in front page's block d long shirt
n another is JJ's MV 我还想他 JJ wear d
'worm' have also book d hat that JJ wear d in the same shop

argh he really want act as JJ
he wish to cut hair like JJ d
and also dye hair's color like JJ d
wahh this year i cant see the real person JJ
and see pula a 'fan' JJ
but talk truely
he wear th both shirt quite as JJ d after he test



a pair of couple shirt we buy jor also
pink in color so sweet
a pair of ROXY hat we buy in the same shop too
then x'mas 'rusa' hat we buy at SnJ to wear celebrate at that day

many bag to take to car-park
this time is most we shoping le
'worm' say next time he bring me to pulau tikus buy shirt again




sayang u lar 'worm'
how good leh u

ღ.. .FREE of BORED... .ღ

last 2 days quite boring d even at penang

almost at outside buy buy buy shirt
where de shirt 'sui' go where

today very different le
'worm' will come meet me after 5pm he back from work
bout 7+pm ba he reach here
so 'siok' can out again to watch movie
that is our most activities do when free
people ask we dint 'sien' d mie always watch unstop
how can i think that is so uses in this boring moment leh

n n tonight mummy do steamboat at our house too
she say is 'present' for 'worm' back from medan wor
mayb i think so because our fridge just come last last week
so means 'hampalang' seafood can throw inside
n me can eat icecream too good lar
tonight me wan eat many many as i can
all mommy buy d last day me love d

so i waiting for tonight moment come
after steambouting me want go moviein or
maybe go 'pesta'
already many years dint go le
there must a lot thing play

not so boring after today

ღ.. .KITTY collection... .ღ

ღ.. .测试你和恋人前世今生的关系... .ღ

寻宝之旅，你率先找到藏宝箱子。箱子旁边有六种打开它的工具，你会选择哪一种开打开宝箱？ (先别看答案)

A、遥控器
B、斧头
C、钳子
D、造型特殊的钥匙
E、一把不起眼的钥匙
F、写有咒语的一封信




选择Ａ的人：能畅所欲言的朋友 你们两个人在前世的感情，可以说比兄弟姊妹还要亲，因此，你对父母或兄弟姊妹之间比较不好开口的事情，也能够毫不隐瞒的地说给他听。因此，在今世你们依旧可以成为一生的好朋友，而且不管发生什么样的事情，也将会共同携手解决问题。

选择Ｂ的人：拥有相同兴趣与想法的朋友 你们两个人在前世的时候，都把某一个目标当成自己生活的目的，并且依照那个目标而不断努力，是拥有相同兴趣与想法的好伙伴。而今世的你们，也会因为拥有相同的兴趣与想法，加入同一个社团，成为志同道合的好朋友，为共同的目标努力。

选择Ｃ的人：相互磨练、砥砺的对手 你们两个人字前世的时候，就是互相竞争、比较的对手，虽然如此，但是你们彼此之间却是能激励自己向上的重要影响人物。在这一世的你们，彼此仍旧是很好的竞争对手，最后应该可以发展成任何人都无法取代的同伴，要好好珍惜这段情谊。

选择Ｄ的人：传授技术的师傅与弟子 你们在前世的时候，是师傅与弟子之间的关系，他是你的师傅，而你一边当他的助手、一边学习他的技术。而今世的你们，彼此在一起的时候虽然无形中会一种紧张的感觉，但是却可以在彼此最需要的时候适时的帮助对方，所以感情得以长久的维系。

选择Ｅ的人：曾是一起生活的家族 你们两人在前世可能是亲子或是兄弟姊妹。感情虽然很好，但是你偶尔会显得太过依赖，因而造成对方不少的捆扰。在今世，你们第一次见面的时候，就能给彼此留下不错的第一印象，在聊天的同时，也会有一种轻松愉快，仿佛认识很久的感觉。

选择Ｆ的人：紧紧相依的二人 你和他在前世的时候，可能是一对感情很好的恋人或夫妇的关系，被红丝线紧紧的相击的两个人，打从内心深处就彼此爱着对方，也相互尊敬对方。而今世的你们，彼此的牵绊也很深，任谁都无法破坏你们之间的友谊发展，感情会随着年纪越大而越好。


本人选
D、造型特殊的钥匙
[在彼此最需要的时候适时的帮助对方，所以感情得以长久的维系。]
喜欢这句 蛮准的 但愿如此

不知你呢
回复在这泥们的 让我晓吧

ღ.. .HERE u r... .ღ

darling 'worm' back m'sia jor
at last night about 930pm
finally this time have come liao
wait until so long le

but when he back to sp
he dint inform me because handphone negatif
money use all at medan le
then me come back home from 'pasar malam'
i call he he just say he in highway le
haix how u can like that
however also tell me a while aa
like borrow handphone from your manager


when he back home
he just call me
that time got more than 11pm le
he say he quickly go around for findin prepaid card
'heng' that shop's uncle just want close
u please he to sell u
finally u got the money
n in the first time u run back home n give me call

the important that time im was angry to you
actually i no need like this
because when he at medan's airport
he had tell me that his phone have no money d le
but me is 'bo siok' aa
even im busy buyin new shirt at 'pasar malam'
but me also waiting for your news da



nevermind le now i dont want to think that le
already next day morning
excite with me have buy jor a jacket, a jeans, n a necklace too
this is sure my new year's shirt lar
now i have hanging them in my lovely cupboard
yohh u all so 'bahagia' leh


my honey have buy jor 3 present for me when at airport
he now have sms me that dont know me like or not bo
how me dont like
he buy de wor n i think he really know what i love da

thank my 'baobei'

ღ.. .CUT CUT CUT jor... .ღ

have just cut jor hair back
become a little bit short jor lo
expecially in front sure le

everytime like this
at first not so love like 'guai guai'
hope some time after be normal back lar
bt the important change style good also ma
abo sien de always see in same hair

so be brave 2 accept this quite new hair style('bo huat')
most people also change many in each hair
after the exam(very quick kok)
abo teacher see jor say
all like run out from zoo after spm
really lol lar sure de ma
abo teacher think we so 'guai' mie


maybe next week gua
i will perm hair 2 a little bit curly
at upside to make it 'pong pong' de
this time really change style on whole head le
actualy have this idea le early time

but hor 1 thing scare is
too mature jor how wor
me will cry out de ler
so the important cant too curly abo sure me regret
a bit frightened de 2 accept a whole new myself
n the sure is will not like ourself yer


hope so not so 'geli' n cant accept lo
then after some time will back as normal bac gua
haix dont know how good
very wish to perm it aa
but but dont want say le

dont think more le
just perm it straight way
not sui also never mind



DO WHAT I LIKE AS WELL

ღ .. .PRETTY boy... .ღ

i lie awake at night
see things in black and white
i've only got you inside my mind
you know you have made me blind
i lie awake and pray that you will look my way
i have all this longing in my heart
i knew it right from the start


oh my pretty pretty boy i love you
like i never ever loved no one before you
pretty pretty boy of mine
just tell me you love me too

oh my pretty pretty boy i need you
oh my pretty pretty boy i do
let me inside
make me stay right beside you
i used to write your name
and put it in a frame
and sometime i think i hear you call
right from my bedroom wall
you stay a little while
and touch me with your smile
and what can i say to make you mine
to reach out for you in time

ღ.. .how u there now... .ღ

miss u so much my dear ''worm''
all the best ba at medan?
see in ur sms
this 2 days u hav eat very many leh
dont back wife a 'fatty' lo
that time i dont want u liao de lo
bo la i wont de
i too 'sayang' u jor

the most sadly
sms even expensive until
RM2 per sms walaoz how can like this
too 'gai' jor
this 2 days u hav use jor about RM90 in handphone nia
arrggghhhh wan kill people le
and only sms 2 me leh
just me 1 person
so 'teruk' de mie
i dont like hate


u call me must wait u until this sunday
u will come penang find me
of course me sure
'leher' also long le
bt still ok
tomorow night u come back m'sia le
actual d time paste fast le

so i just wait more 3 days lo
so 'keksian' hor
then after this u follow your promise le lar
(this last time out country le)
i remember de o
erm i want hug my honey boyfriend tightly
is u suggest d o
u every sms also tell miss me da



''worm'' say hav buy me a present too
quite 'siok' inside heart d
what u buy me even small small me also like de
the important ''ikhlas'' na
n who call me love u neh

n 1 other important
stop eat so much 'durian' le lar
manager call u say just say dont want lo
abo 'nanti' u sick then how
i will heart break lo
mai 'coi' u if u din listen



my baby darling
come back here as soon ba
wan wan see your face n hear your voice
u also call me cant see other boy
n chat with other boyboy

muackx
we love sunday

ღ.. .LAST school day... .ღ

just we form 5(bird that already can fly) back to school
for return the text book
it is the last day so fast

that time i got a bit see through
my lovely school compound again
as last memory gua
got little little sad(dont know sure bo)


but got the most cham
cant get the 'sijil' at first
teacher dont want give we 4 cha bo(coz of ourself wrong)
we before dint go school got 2 days after ceremony
short form 'ponteng'
and make we dint get teacher's signature

then 'mahuan' thing come liao
we 4 gul start walk here walk there
like ghost that dont know do what

wait outside our 'disiplin' mother's room
for see her and ask how to do(she got call we meet her too)
inside she call we get sinnature from another teacher
we do so and back to see her again

another 'teruk' one is
we 'ponteng' before and means cant get 'sijil' also
sure is 'kena sut' kok
so 'chek ak' have 2 call parent come meet her


'heng' finally get jor the 'sijil'
but the one i feel
most people like dint really say good-bye to each friend
this is me not so happy de

when me n peisan back
we see who also say bye
is think already last time le when holiday dint have dis opportunity lar

ღ.. .要 飞走了... .ღ

现晚间八点五十七分 虫打来 他得关机了
要过关卡了 途中不能用电话吧

只好等过一个钟 好长阿 象一年酱
到那了 虫就打来给我报平安


不懂干嘛心就是莫名的怪 怎会不呢
想到我虫到到很远 跟我远远的 不回开心呐
但我记住他话 他说若我不开心 他出国也不安
我就不酱子吧 想泥了 好快

机才刚飞 我就控制不住 对泥的思念
若叫我送机 岂不叫我能捐泪了

对虫 我就是没法好好掩饰自己
七情总尽露在脸


我现好怪呐 谁告诉我怎办 我也表酱
明早泥不会打来给我morning call了吧 一天一通就够了
我会不能醒吗 信我能 意念中有泥就好
盼泥也同样虽在另方

飞机起程了 在空中了 会经过我这吗
我看到夜空上有个闪闪的灯烁 是泥吗(想多了吧)
我在想泥 泥可懂 我能感受到泥也一样


保重吧虫 等泥
这小时叫我看书 我是不可能进得料的
下机第一时间告诉我

我能办的现 就是尽力打完明天最后的战
可为泥的哦 想到泥精神上支持我就足了
明天会不惯吧 每次考间泥都不停为我加油
这次最后次倒没了 没关系 心与心间懂就好



送泥的叮咛祝福收好了 星五还要好好地回来给我捏呐
可是泥说补回的

爱死虫 现暂时掰 呜呜呜
时间 泥这时候拜托过快点好吗 漫长勒
现只能在不停为虫祷告 盼他安全登陆


刚下午我们都抱彼此很紧 不愿放开
快粘住了 象牛郎织女
还蛮恩爱 不舍得就是酱 幸才短段三天

距离下机 还有 41分钟

ღ.. .顺风 顺利... .ღ

现七点三十七分 虫刚到机场不久
再过约不到两个小时 飞机就起程了

它会把我心也带走吗 不会吧 我明天还要迎最后次战
我没太不舍了吧 刚虫特地在我这三个钟
说了好多 耐心等泥呐
平安归来就对了


虫现参着经理在等住
心情会紧张无 第一次搭机阿
当时我可是超兴奋(还小)

可泥说 没啥特别情绪 人家都是高兴的
就放不下我 我何尝不是 比泥更


等会上机后 有没忘了我们说好的 泥要打开我给泥的
泥有听话吗昨晚 还是等不及偷开去了
里面都是我心中话囖 泥要好哈看看吧

虫MMS给我咱们照照还有歌 我收到了
泥问我喜欢吗 泥说勒 谢谢
懂泥心牵挂在我这就足了 我照片泥还带去呢(拍舍)

我想泥时 也会望望泥搞怪照 或听泥爱听伦伦的歌

泥就不用担心我了 我会乖乖的 泥也是
没事了 不会难过 知道一眨眼罢


一路顺风吧 带着开心的心情
当作去逛逛三天 回来给我分享



倒数虫上机 1小时21分钟

ღ.. .确定爱上人 7特性... .ღ

1. 就算再忙也会想起他！

2. 你喜欢和他单独相处！

3. 当你们在一起时 ，你会假装不注意他.......但他离开你的视线时， 你会急着寻找他！

4. 当他受伤/生病时 ，你会关心他.........

5. 当他和别人要好 ，你会吃醋！

6. 当他把脸粘近你时 ，你会脸红......心跳加速！

7. 当你看到他开心时 ，你也会扬起一丝笑意！！！！

ღ.. .７９個國家“我愛你”講法... .ღ

法語︰Je t'aime,Je t'adore
德語︰Ich liebe Dich
希臘語︰S'agapo
猶太語︰Ani ohev otach(male or famale),Ani ohevet otcha (male or famale)
匈牙利︰Szeretlek
愛爾蘭︰taim i'ngra leat
愛沙尼亞︰Mina armastan sind
芬蘭︰Min rakastan sinua
比利時佛蘭芒語︰IK zie u graag
義大利語︰ti amo,ti vogliobene
拉丁語︰Te amo,Vos amo
拉托維亞︰Es tevi Milu
裡斯本︰lingo gramo-te bue',chavalinha
立陶宛︰Tave Myliu
馬其頓︰Te sakam
馬爾它︰Inhobbok
波蘭︰Kocham Cie,Ja cie kocham
葡萄牙︰Eu amo-te
羅馬尼亞︰Te iu besc,Te Ador
荷蘭︰IK hou van jou
英語︰I love you
捷克︰Miluji te
丹麥︰Jeg elsker dig
阿爾薩斯︰Ich hoan dich gear
亞美尼亞︰Yes Kezi Seeroom yem
巴伐利亞︰I mog di narrisch gern
保加利亞︰ahs te obicham
*班牙加泰隆語︰T'estim
克羅地亞︰Volim te
阿塞疆語︰Men seni serivem
孟加拉︰Ami tomay bhalobashi
緬甸︰chit pa de
柬埔寨︰Bong salang oun
菲律賓︰Mahal Kita,Iniibig Kita
印度古吉拉特語︰Hoon tane prem karun chuun
北印度語︰main tumse pyar karta hoon
印尼︰Saja kasih saudari
日本︰Kimi o aishiteru Sukiyo
朝鮮︰Tangshin-i cho-a-yo
爪哇語︰aku tresno marang sliromu
寮國︰Khoi huk chau
馬來語︰saya Cinta Mu
馬來*亞︰Saya Cintamu
蒙古語︰bi chamd hairtai
尼泊爾︰Ma tumilai maya garchu,Ma timilai man parauchu
波斯語︰Tora dost daram
他加祿語︰Mahal kita
南非語︰Ek het jou lief Ek is lief vir jou
迦納︰Me do wo
埃塞俄比亞阿姆哈雷地區︰Ene ewedechalu(for ladies) Ene ewedehalwe(for men)
阿拉伯語︰Ana Ahebak(to a male) Arabic Ana ahebek(to a female)
瑞士德語︰Ich li b Dich
克裡奧爾語︰Mon kontan ou
豪薩語︰Ina sonki
肯亞班圖語︰Nigwedete
馬達加斯加語︰tiako ianao
印度阿薩姆邦語︰Moi tomak bhal pau
南亞泰米爾語︰Tamil n'an unnaik kathalikkinren
印度泰盧固語︰Neenu ninnu pra'mistu'nnanu
泰國︰Ch'an Rak Khun
烏爾都語︰Mein tumhay pyar karti hun(woman to man) Mein tumhay pyar karta hun(man to woman)
越南︰Em ye'u anh(woman to man) Anh ye'u em(man to woman)
紐*蘭毛裡語︰kia hoahai
埃斯基摩︰Nagligivaget
格陵蘭島︰Asavakit
冰島︰e'g elska tig
阿爾巴尼亞︰T Dua Shume
俄羅斯︰Ya vas Iyublyu,Ya Tibia Lyublyu
塞爾維亞︰Volim Te
斯洛文尼亞語︰Ljubim te
*班牙︰Te amo,Tequiero
瑞典︰Jag lskar dig
土爾其︰Seni seviyorum
烏克蘭︰ja vas kokhaju
威爾士︰Rwy'n dy garu di
亞述語︰ana bayanookh(female to male)

ღ.. .若有个男孩 为你哭... .ღ

如果有个男孩为你哭，请你拉住他的手,一个朋友告诉我，他哭了，为了一个女孩。
我想“你一定很爱很爱她吧。”“是爱到不知道怎么办才好。”
他对我说：“男孩在你面前哭说明他已经快要窒息了,

如果你拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生;
如果你放弃了他，他会很难再回到以前的自己。”
话音刚落，我心中突然很压抑……


想起了他--那一个曾经为我哭过的男孩。
第一次，我决定要离开他。他对我说，只要我幸福。我看见他强忍着泪水，我知道，在转身的那一 刻，他哭了。
第二次，我告诉他，我欺骗了他。他对我说，会原谅我，因为他爱我。他抱着我哭了，我知道他一定很失望。
第三次是情人节。他紧紧地抱着我，对我说，不要离开。他不让我看他的脸，我知道他一定哭了。
“ 最终，他还是选择了离开。我知道，他对我感到绝望了。 ”
也许我错的太多，一切都不能再挽回。


我，也选择了离开。离开这座城市，逃避这里的一切。
电话那端，他哭泣着哀求要我留下，但我却毅然的选择离开。他哭了，也是最后一次为我哭…… “



如今，我们都变了。他变了，变得陌生，过去，对他而言，也许只是很傻。 ”
我变了，变得麻木，过去，对我而言，也许只有遗憾。
过去我的任性，曾无数次伤害过他。
现在的他，已不会像过去那样对感情认真。

我知道，一切都已改变。如果，一切可以重新选择，我一定不会离开。
I T 不会离开那个值得一我辈子去爱的人。
FRIDAY’S 男孩，不会轻易哭泣，只有面对最爱的人时，才会变得脆弱。
MORNING CALL 男孩，不会轻易哭泣，只有在太爱你的时候，才会放下自尊。



女孩，如果有个男孩为你哭，请拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生。
MORNING CALL 女孩，如果有个男孩为你哭，
请不要放弃他，也许一个选择会让你一生幸福。




(P/S); 这是我从俊杰后援 摘下来的
就觉蛮感人 再想到自己也有酱子的经历

不是吗 亲爱的 泥为我掉过的泪 多少遍我数到忘了
我呢 对不起宝贝 我会更珍惜泥

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ღ.. . 已好想虫 不舍... .ღ

明晚 他就要飞飞机到印尼工干了
我心情现谁都猜到 是沉到了谷底
之前在倒数期 我是多麽想这一天不会到来
让我每两天都看到泥一次


很多人都觉我傻吧 才三天多 我就酱不舍
包括虫也是 他说很快就 会回来陪我常常的了

但现心情又怎会好 我多不舍得泥

短短的分离我都难撑了 再糟糕点我不敢想了

我只能说 我太太在乎虫了 我不想失去他 哪怕一个钟

我好爱泥 虽然这句话 都是常泥每天对我说 我却总要表说不出口

虫 泥在这吗 泥不是要懂我每天心想的 我都会写在这

当作以后回味的记忆也好

那泥在那方可以每天上来这吗 我也好想跟泥彻底分担

或许在电话是难表达的

谢谢泥虫 泥总是那麽疼我 容忍我 宠我

而我呢 就常一点点就把泥弄伤心 搞到泥掉泪收场
我也不想 只能再说 我太把泥看重了
因此看到点不妥的 就吃醋 发脾气
但怎样 泥都会安慰回我 再让我发泄我
我都感受到 看到的 或许我是狮子座 好多事我想却没法正确表达出来


刚泥载我回来 陪着我 我有点想哭的 但又不想你担心
等下会到外国得不安 我忍住
当时到现办公 心都好挣扎 想到泥明天就要到好远
我会好不惯 但也只能酱让自己难过也罢

我昨晚给泥 我最爱的kitty便当盒 有在泥身旁吗现

泥说要带样我东西去 我就弄了它 里面装的不是吃的
而是泥之前送我的ferrero rocher 现我抽起剩余的四粒让泥带去
是想泥在那的四天 每天都有得吃一颗 就代表我对泥的蜜吧
还有我小时候可爱的baby照片 我也剪了状 放了三张在里面
最重要还是里边一些长长话的颜色小信纸条 都是我给泥专属的叮咛
还有心型的棒棒未着星星纸 我对泥的祝福心意
这些小小的东西全我自己弄的 盼阿虫会喜欢

刚写前 我还真哭到有些糟 不懂干嘛 它就是不听话直流

现泥回到家了 达有三通电话来 我没啥了 不想哭出来给泥听到
泥又跟不开心了 泥说人家出国都很兴奋 泥却没啥感觉
是不舍我吗 我还真有感动 不用操心我拉

我会将自己顾好好 等泥回来

爱泥的 泥的睡虫韵 笔

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